Sometime around 1:30 am, I felt
Cameron’s body brushing up against my back. I could feel his erection against
my ass, begging to enter. He began kissing my neck and my shoulders. I played
it off as if I was trying to sleep. I wasn’t really in the mood especially
after the way things ended at dinner. His hands reached around my waist and
began stroking my unaroused penis. Eventually I got hard and turned around
kissing him. He went under the sheets and wrapped his soft lips around my
erection. He was so good at this. There was a sensation of suction going on
between where my thighs met my crotch which made me squeal in pleasure. He
began sucking on each of my testicles as I pushed him off for fear of being too
loud. He came up and kissed my lips, pushing the head of his penis between the
cheeks of my ass.
“Turn around.” He said gently
I didn’t respond.
“Babe…” he asked
“Maybe tomorrow. I’m not really
in the mood. I kind of just want to sleep.” I confessed
“Are you serious?” he asked in
shock
It’s the first time I’ve ever
turned down sex from my boyfriend. But, the mood just wasn’t right. I can’t
just enjoy sex knowing things aren’t as they should. Sure I was hard and I
probably could come, but I don’t think I would fully enjoy it.
“It’s just…tonight really
bothered me…and we didn’t really resolve anything.” I admitted
“Oh. Well let’s talk.” He
suggested
“Now?”
“Why not…”
“Well, it’s going to be 2am.” I
pointed at the clock
“So? Let’s resolve this so we can
have enjoyable sex.” Cameron laughed
“Are you kidding me?” I stood up
out of bed
“Come on. Don’t be like that. Let’s
just talk this out.” He said standing up
We were both still erect as our penises
touched as he came towards me.
“I’m going for a walk.” I said
putting on some shorts and a t-shirt
“At this time?” Cameron asked
concerned
“Yeah. I need to get some air.” I
said walking out of the room and downstairs
“Babe, please. Don’t leave.”
Cameron said walking after me naked
“I’ll be back later.” I said
walking out of the front door
He got me so upset at the fact
that he thinks trying to work things out at 2am will get me to reconsider
having sex. How selfish could he be? Maybe I was blowing things out of
proportion as well, but I just don’t respond to things the way Cameron does. I
began jogging north which was the opposite side of the center of town. The
route was scenic as there was a viewpoint cliff and a beach called Boiler Bay.
After a twenty minute jog, I finally reached the bay and walked down towards
the beach. The weather was warm and perfect for a dip. Fortunately the beach
was secluded and empty so I took off all of my clothes and dove into the cool
water. I swam out about thirty feet under the bright moon. Luckily the waves weren’t
as large in this small bay and I was able to bob around. I heard a splash
behind me and I turned around fearing it was a large animal or worse…a shark. I
wasn’t sure if I should stay still or swim back to shore as fast as possible. I
began to slowly swim back, not moving my legs and arms as much. Suddenly a
figure emerged from the water in front of me. I screamed.
“Holy shit!” I shouted
“Oh my God!” said the person in
front of me
It was Nick.
“Nick! What the fuck! What
are…how? Did…what are you doing here?” I tried to find the first question to
ask
“Swimming. What the fuck are you
doing here?” he asked me
“Um…obviously the same as you.”
“Oh.” He said flatly
“What are you doing back in Depoe
Bay?” I asked him as he bobbed a few feet away from me
“Decided to move back with my
brother. Just until I find something different to do.” He confessed
“When did you get back?” I asked
“The day after you guys saw me at
the club. Which by the way…please don’t tell anyone.” He pleaded
“Oh..um. No, I wouldn’t. That’s
none of my business.” I said
“Thanks.” He smiled
“You’re freaking me out.” I
laughed
“Why?” he laughed back
“Because…you never smile.” I said
“Well, things have changed.
And…I’m sorry about the way I acted. I just didn’t know how to deal with that
situation in Seattle.”
“Oh…well. It’s okay. All
forgotten.” I said
“Want to swim back to the beach
and talk?” he offered
“Oh…I…” I stumbled
“Naked?” he asked laughing
“Kind of. Didn’t realize I would
run into anyone here.” I admitted
“No worries…I usually come out
here to swim naked too. It’s a nice time for a swim.” He said turning around and
swimming back to shore
I followed him as we got to the
shallow part of the beach. As he stood up out of the water, I could see that he
was definitely naked. The smooth clear water dripped off his shaven six foot
body. Wow. He really did work out and had one hell of an ass on him. I stood up
out of the ocean not too far behind him and quickly realized I had an erection.
Holy shit. I covered it with both hands. Nick had reached his pile of clothes.
He kneeled down with his back still towards me and began slipping on his
clothes. I quickly ran to my pile of clothes and stumbled to get my shorts on.
After we got dressed we walked up to each other and sat down on the sand next
to one another.
“So. How have you been?” he asked
“Good.” I lied
“You and Cameron seem happy.” He
said keeping his eyes on me
“We are.” I lied again
“That’s good.” He smiled
“What about you? Any new girls in
your life?” I asked
“No…no new girls.” He laughed
“Why not?”
“Well…I have to confess
something.” He dropped his smile looking at me
“What is it?” I asked
He then without hesitation leaned
in and kissed me. I quickly pulled back surprised.
“What are you doing?” I asked in
shock
“I’m sorry.” He said looking down
“Nick...you’re gay?” I asked
He nodded his head in silence.
“You could have just told me.” I
chuckled nervously
“Well…the reason I did that was
because I wanted to.” He looked back up at me
“Huh?”
“I hated you in high school, but
not because you were gay. Because…” he hesitated
“Just tell me.” I pushed for more
information
“Because you weren’t with me.” He said standing up and walking
closer to the shoreline
I was totally flabbergasted. I
stood up brushing the sand off my ass. I walked towards him.
“Nick. That doesn’t make sense.”
I said
“I protected Cameron because he
was like my brother. But when you guys got together, it broke me. That’s why I
fought him and not you. I felt like…he took the happiness that I would have
liked to have with you. I was just afraid. Afraid to be like him; brave, honest
and free.”
My God. He truly was gay. I
placed my hand on his back comforting him as he seemed emotional.
“I’m fine.” He said as if reading
my mind
“You can cry if you need to.” I
said
“No. You can’t see me like this.”
He said turning his head away from me
“Nick…be yourself. Seeing this
side of you shows me you can be a good person. That whole macho, asshole
persona is not you. It isn’t you.” I smiled
“Yeah, but it’s too late. You
have your happily ever after. I have no one.” He said as a tear rolled down his
face
“Nick. Does anyone else know?” I
asked
“Just my brother and now you. And
I guess Natalie, Phillip, Larissa and Cameron.”
“Well, I can keep your secret if
you aren’t ready to share it. But believe me. If you carry yourself with self-respect
and an open heart. I can promise you that you will be much happier.” I said
wiping the tear from his face
“You think so?” he asked
“Yeah. I really do.” I said
We hugged each other. His embrace
was tight. His muscles were firm and his facial hair tickled my forehead since
I was a couple inches shorter than him.
“Thank you. I promise I’ll be
nicer. And I’m sorry for crossing the line.” He said
“Don’t worry about it. I’m glad
you were honest with me. I appreciate that.” I said
However my appreciation turned
into guilt because I had lied to him about Cameron and me. But I wasn’t sure if
telling him was the right thing to do. I mean, it was Nick after all. Nick gave
me his cell phone number and suggested we get together and hang out some time
or go for jogs together. I agreed as we headed back in our direction of home.
He lived in Lincoln City which was just north of the beach we were at. I began
my jog back down south towards town. I finally got home and walked in to find
Cameron asleep on the couch. Cloud was curled up sleeping next to chest. I
kissed them both and headed upstairs to shower and get back in bed.
© 2015 Copyright J.M. Casas Jr. of Royalty Novels / The True Love Saga.
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