Second
through fourth period was awkward. Cameron didn’t even acknowledge me once.
During fifth period P.E., our coach had us run the mile. Natalie and I jogged
the entire mile not even focused on trying to reach our best time. I confided
in her.
“I
think I fucked up.” I said
“What
do you mean?” she asked
“With
Cameron.”
“What
happened?”
“Well,
I’m pretty sure you are aware that Cameron and I…” I began
“Have
the hots for each other? Yeah. You two were pretty obvious last night.” She
snickered
“Well.
I do like him. But he wants me to identify myself.” I said
“Um.
Please elaborate.” She said looking in my direction
“We
were almost caught kissing in the bathroom. Here at school. I was upset and
your brother didn’t seem to mind.” I paused for a reaction, “So I told him that
I want to keep my personal business private…”
She
finally interjected, “What do you mean by your personal business?”
“I
don’t know. Like stuff that doesn’t need to be shared with others.” I said
“Like
you and Cameron?” she said with a cold tone
“No.
That’s not what I mean…”
“Yes
it is.” She cut me off
“Oh
jeez. You don’t understand…” I tried to correct her
“I
do understand.” She said stopping me in my tracks
We
stood there as scattered students passed us trying their best to beat there
time.
“You
are the one that doesn’t seem to understand, Joey. This is all new for you. I
get it. But you need to stop lying to yourself. I wasn’t sure if you were
straight or gay, but last night proved to me one thing when I saw you guys. It
doesn’t matter what your orientation is. As long as you are happy. And you are
so happy when you are with my brother.” She said looking into my eyes
I
didn’t know what to say. I soaked in everything she was saying.
“Point
is. Own the truth and be proud of yourself. Yes, your business should be
private, but it doesn’t mean to hide who you are.” She said petting my upper
arm in comfort
I
looked down at my feet hiding my tear filled eyes. She was right. I was
fighting this. I was holding back my happiness. Cameron makes me happy and I
shouldn’t be ashamed of it. He needs to know this.
“Joey.
You and Cameron were meant for each other. He’s been so happy ever since you
two met. And now that you are exploring this with him, I see a change in you.
Do you want to be happy or do you want to live a lie in pain?”
“I
want Cameron.” I said in a low guttural voice, I felt a tear roll down my cheek
“Then
go get him.” She said with a smile
I
smiled back at her and turned around to run towards pool where Cameron was at
water polo practice.
“You
go girl!” Natalie shouted jokingly as I ran
I
ran past the coach as he read my time, however I didn’t stop. I kept running
down the hall passing the gym. I came up to the pool area, braking hard at the
chest level chain link fence. I scanned the pool seeking Cameron. He wasn’t in
there. Where the fuck could he be? One of his teammates was near by putting on
his shoes after he finished his practice.
“Tobey.
Have you seen Cameron?” I asked
“Oh
yeah. He just went into the locker room.” He said nudging his head in the
direction
“Thanks.”
I said running off
I
entered the locker room. I didn’t see anyone in there. I only heard a shower
running. I walked around a walled corner and saw Cameron under the steamy
stream of water. I stood there feet from him, taking in the beautiful image
that he was. He turned around rinsing out his thick dark blonde hair. He
finally noticed me standing there.
“Hey.”
He said startled
I
didn’t say anything. I walked into the tiled area of the showers. I slowly
moved closer to him until I was under the shower with him. The water from the
shower was warm as it soaked my hair and clothes. I leaned in and kissed him.
His lips were so soft as they pressed against mine. His tongue inside my mouth exploring
every part of it. His hands holding me. One hand on my waist and the other on
my upper arm. I was holding him by the back of his neck pulling his head closer
to mine with every kiss. I finally came up for air pulling back only a few
centimeters.
“What
does this mean?” he asked catching his breath
“I
want to be with you.” I said
He
smiled and began kissing me again. After a couple more minutes of passionate
kissing. We broke apart smiling.
“You’re
all wet.” He said looking down at my drenched clothes
“It’s
okay.” I said smiling at him gazing into his eyes
The
bell rang, signaling that fifth period was over.
“Go
dry off.” He said pointing at his towel
I
quickly grabbed it and took off my shirt, patting myself dry. I tossed him the
towel as he wrapped it around his waist. I walked towards my locker as he
headed towards his.
I
smiled as I began to change out of my P.E. clothes. My coach walked in and saw
me.
“Why
are you all wet, Ramirez?” he asked noticing my hair and dripping shorts
“Oh,
uhh…I…fell in the pool.” I lied
He
just stared at me, unsure whether to believe me or not. He simply shook his
head and walked into his office and closed the door.
Natalie met me outside of the locker
rooms as I waited for Cameron.
“So…”
she said with a smile
I
simply nodded and smiled.
“EEEEK!”
she screeched jumping up and hugging me
“Shhh.”
I said trying to hold back excitement myself
“So
are you guy’s official?” she asked
“Yeah.
I guess so.” I said
“He
better say that.” Said Cameron walking out of the locker room wrapping his arm
around my neck
“Oh,
I wish I could catch a ride with you guys.” Natalie said bummed out that her
mother was picking her up
“Why?”
I asked laughing
“So
I could hear how it all went down.” She said
“Oh…it’s
one of those private things we talked about Nat.” I said smiling
“Oooh.
Gotcha.” She said pointing both trigger fingers at us
Natalie
walked off to the front of the school where miss Langley waited there for her.
Cameron and I walked towards the student parking lot where we got in his car.
It was his turn to drive.
“Want
to come over?” he asked
“Sure.”
I responded grabbing his hand holding onto it as we pulled out of the parking
lot and drove off
When we got to Cameron’s house, we
noticed we were the first ones there. He called his mother to see where she
was. She told him that she and Natalie went to do a little shopping.
“You
know what that means?” Cameron said smiling at me
“Umm…lucky
Natalie?” I said clueless
“No,
you dork.” He laughed, “You and me get some alone time.” He said as we walked
up to the front door
We
entered and headed for his bedroom. He closed the door behind him locking it.
“Cameron.”
I said nervously
“What.”
He said taking off his shirt and pushing me on the bed
“Wait…”
I said but he kissed me before I could say anything else
He
took my shirt off kissing my neck, my chest and then he hovered over to the
right and began licking, sucking and nibbling on my nipple. I squirmed in pain
and…a little bit of pleasure.
“Cam.”
I said breathless
“What
is it, baby.” He said still kissing my body
“Wait….please.”
I pleaded
He
stopped and sat up still straddling me. I sat up; leaning perched up on my
elbows.
“What’s
wrong?” he asked
“I…uh”
I stuttered, “I don’t want to do this so fast.” I said
“Do
what? It’s just foreplay.” He said smiling
“I
know, but foreplay leads into other stuff…” I said bashfully
“Baby,
you can say sex.” He laughed
“I
know. Sex. I just…”
“I won’t
rush you into anything.” He smiled stroking my hair
“Well.
It’s not that I don’t want to. It’s just. I’ve never…”
“That’s
right. You’re a virgin.” He said
“Yeah.”
I said ashamed
“No,
no. Don’t be ashamed. I’m actually happy that it’ll be me.” He said
I
chuckled. Cameron will be my first…time. Holy shit. I didn’t know what to do. I
mean, I knew the basics of sex with a girl, but what the hell do I do with a
guy?
“Have
you ever? With a guy?” I asked him
“No.
Never. So I’m kind of like a virgin too.” He admitted
“So,
how does this work? I mean. What do we do?” I asked
“Well,
I think it all takes care of itself when the time comes.” He laughed
“I
just don’t want to be bad and…turn you off.” I said
“Well
I’m just as nervous, baby. Besides, we don’t know when it’ll happen…”
“My
birthday.” I cut him off
“What?”
he said in shock
“For
my birthday present…I want to have sex with you.” I said trying to sound
confident
“Are
you wanting to wait till then because of your age?” he asked
“No…kind
of. Well. I’m not sure.” I confessed
“Okay.”
He laughed, “Your birthday then.” He said kissing me gently on my lips
He
got off my lap and unlocked his door. He walked towards his bay windows,
opening them to let in the fresh breeze. His magnificent body was radiant in
this lighting. His perfect upper torso, defined abs, muscular pecks and biceps.
His back was beautiful, not to mention those sexy back dimples above his round
plump ass. Although he still had on his jeans, his butt was so perfect that his
jeans didn’t even stand a chance at hiding it. I stood up, still shirtless as
well and walked towards him. I wrapped my arms around him from the back. One
arm across his rippled abs and the other around his shoulder and chest.
“What
are you looking at?” I asked
He
pointed towards the direction of the beach.
“Is
that the cliff we were at?” I asked
“Yeah.”
He answered
Even
though it was tiny from a distance, we could see the bright pink tree perched
on the peak of the cliff that ran above the beach near Pirate Cove.
“I
will never forget that day. We made a wish and so far, it seems like it’s been
made a reality.” He said
“Forever.”
I said kissing his shoulder blade
He
clasped onto my hand with his, “Forever.” He smiled
“That
should be a place we go to on occasion.” I suggested
“Yeah.
I like that. How about…” he stopped, “no that’s cheesy.” He said
“Come
on, you cheesy?” I laughed
“Okay,
smart guy.” He chuckled at my jab as he tickled me
“Tell
me.” I said with a smile
“Whenever
we want to find each other, that’s where we will meet.” He said
“But
we have cell phones…and GPS.” I joked
“Fine.”
He snickered
“Okay,
okay. It’s romantic. I like that idea.” I said finally
“I
go there sometimes to be alone. Think. Meditate. Now it has another special
meaning. Where we first made a promise to each other.” He said
Cameron and I were doing some
homework until my stomach growled in a statement of hunger.
“Wow.”
Cameron laughed
“Sorry.
I’m starving.” I admitted
“Let’s
go get something to eat.” He said
“Our
first date.” I laughed
“Hey…that’s
not a bad idea.” He said
“What?
No. I look terrible. I have to get all dressed up for our first official date.”
I said
“Well
I have clothes here. Come on.” He said dragging me to his closet
He
pulled out some clothes for himself as I shuffled through his giant walk in
closet full of clothes and shoes. I stopped as I saw a nice black collared
shirt.
“That’s
nice. Wear that.” He said taking it off the hanger
Luckily
Cameron and I were pretty much the same size in clothes and shoes. I put on a
pair of dark denim jeans and slipped on a new unworn pair of black Gucci shoes.
“These
are nice!” I said looking at the shoes
“Luckily,
you have a boyfriend who has a pair you can wear anytime you want.” He said
kissing me on my cheek
Boyfriend.
First time I heard that term used on my occasion. I had a boyfriend. It felt nice. I adored Cameron. I felt like this
was going to be the beginning of something incredible. Cameron wore a light
grey fitted sweater and jeans. He was wearing brown Prada shoes.
“Where
the hell do you get all these nice clothes from?” I asked
“My
mom kind of went crazy spending the money she got from her divorce settlement.
My parents have always been kind of wealthy. I wasn’t going to say no to Gucci
and Prada.” He laughed
After
grooming ourselves to be more presentable, which took about an hour, I was on
the brink of chewing my hand off I was so hungry. Cameron drove us to a
Japanese cuisine restaurant in northern Depoe Bay. It was a beautiful dim lit
venue that offered a sushi bar and Teppanyaki. We ordered teriyaki plates. I
was so hungry that I ate everything. Upon leaving the restaurant, Cameron opened
the passenger door to his car, letting me in. He ran around the car and got
into the driver seat.
“Movie?”
he asked
“Oh.
Um. Yeah, I’m down for that.” I said
Our
date was going great until we saw someone. While getting popcorn at the movies,
we saw Nick and Stephanie at the concession stand further down.
“Hey,
Bro. What’s up?” he said grabbing Cameron’s hand bringing him in for a “bro”
hug
“Not
much, just hanging out with Joey, here.” He said
“Oh.”
Nick responded looking me up and down probably recognizing Cameron’s clothes on
me
“What
movie are you going to go see?” he asked Cameron
“Oh,
that one comedy with Jennifer Aniston.” Cameron admitted
“Oh.
Yeah, she’s fucking hot.” Nick said idiotically
“Yeah
man…she is.” Cameron chuckled
There
was a silence among the two. I can tell that Nick was upset about something. He
finally spoke.
“Well,
enjoy your movie man.” He said still not acknowledging me as he walked away
with his girlfriend
Cameron
could tell during the movie that I was tense. I was hoping Nick didn’t see us.
Cameron lifted the arm rest between the seats in the dark movie theater and
grabbed my hand and rested it on his lap, holding onto it. During the darkest
screen moments, Cameron would lean in and sneak a kiss with me. After the movie
ended, we headed towards my house so he could drop me off.
“Thank
you for our wonderful date.” I said unbuckling myself
Cameron
jumped out to open my door. We were near the outer part of the gravel driveway
closer to the main road so my parents didn’t catch us.
“I’ll
give you your clothes back tomorrow at school.” I said
“Hang
onto them. Gives me just one more reason to come and see you.” He smiled
He
grabbed me by my hips and pushed against me with his body. My back was against
his car as he leaned in and kissed me passionately. His warm hands playing with
my hair on the back of my head and caressing my neck.
As
our kissing was getting steamier, we were spooked by a car on the main road
that sped off into the dark. It was a red mustang with black rims.
“Who
the hell was that?” I asked nervously
“FUCK!”
Cameron snapped at himself
“What?!”
I asked concerned
“He
saw us.” Said Cameron beginning to pace
“Who
did?!” now I was getting really nervous
“That
was Nick’s car.” He replied
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